Hyperaware

I smoked weed for the second time with TP721. I felt hyperaware when I was high. The vibration of music. The texture of food. My sense of place/location. I think I am mildly intelligent as a person and all that intelligence is stuck behind clouded immediate conscious thoughts when I am sober. I think if I ever have an epiphany or great idea, it will come when I am high. Whenever I am drunk or high, I just do things better. Also, after being high, going back to sober just sucks.

So I had a total of 8 essays and finished 3 when I was high, now I have to do 5 completely sober, which really sucks :'(

Even sober cubing is harder, the cube just feels more heavy :(